:: Tuesday, August 15, 2006 ::

the irony of the title "sophisticated naughtiness" lies in the fact that very little of that naughtiness actually makes it to this page. either i'm self-censoring on purpose or i'm just too busy being sophisticatedly naughty to bother writing about it.

lately i have felt the itch to write but haven't been sure what i want to write about. most of my naughtiness is a little too personal for me to post in such a public forum, and everyone's heard my "i'm bored and confused" anthem a little too often.

i was sitting at a bus stop today thinking about how completely overwhelmed i am with choice and at the same time by limitations. and i realized how nice it would be to have a reason to be anywhere, because it would make the decision that much easier. i'm the type of girl who gets overwhelmed by a breakfast menu. how do i order up my future?

but i've also realized that after this extended vacation i'll be okay with whatever comes... should i end up in a full-time job in this rainy, beautiful city it certainly won't be the end of the world. it might even be nice, to finally get to experience vancouver in this stage of my life; not a student, not on vacation, but just... living. it will certainly allow more time (and money) to appreciate it.

but for now there are two more weeks of martini-drinking, poor-decision-making, up-all-night debauchery... and i intend to make the most of it.

:: Katy 11:52 p.m. [+] :: ::