:: Wednesday, November 09, 2005 ::

A few things have happened and I suddenly realized that I'm not even all that excited about my New Year's plans. They seem somehow contaminated, sullied, tainted. I don't really know what to say about it, to be honest. I want to write but don't want to break my rule about saying too much. I just wish things could go as planned. Now things just seem out of my control, like other people have stolen my ball and are running with it.

Meh. School is depressing, the weather is depressing. I'm not depressed, but I'm definitely feeling a bit deflated.

On a more positive note, sometime in the next few days there will be a beautiful new baby girl in the world, daughter of my oldest friend. How amazing is that? It's strange when you realize you can genuinely love a person before they're even born. I can't wait to meet you, baby.


~song~ Xavier Rudd - To Let

:: Katy 9:26 p.m. [+] :: ::