Another thought in this apparently out-of-control stream of life-analysis...
What if I don't really want to be a photographer... what if it was only something I used in order to have something to look forward to... to help me get through my degree with my sanity... and now that it's nearly achievable all I can hear is the negativity surrounding it and I'm not sure I even care?
(I should point out that the one day of emotional turmoil has passed, and I am now posing these questions out of mere curiosity... no drama over here, honestly.)