I've decided that once I've achieved my degree, and spent four months being a bum in Whistler, and paid down my loans, and before I move to Victoria and attend photography school, I'm going to volunteer internationally. I want to go to Costa Rica and to Africa, as well as about a billion other places. The more I learn about the world the more, well, irresponsible I feel for having seen so little of it. I suppose that isn't the right word - I haven't had the time or the resources to see it yet. But, I definitely feel obligated to in the future.
!!!!!
(you have no idea how good it feels to be exhilirated at the very thought of living again. depression = useless)