just felt the need to post an update: i'm feeling better. i'm not confused anymore. i've realized a few things and finally made a list of priorities.
i'm looking forward and i'm excited. i'm scared about school and i'm tired of having strep throat. but i spent the day in the sun with some really old friends and it was nice.
life is good.
i only hope nothing too traumatic happens in the near future... not sure how i'll handle it...