:: Sunday, October 03, 2004 ::

I am overwhelmed with apathy. School is a pest, an annoying bug that won't stop buzzing around my head. In the way, taking up time, I don't care.

I feel like I've trapped myself. My own head is a prison.

Saturday night I was more scared than I've ever been before. Nobody else who was there shares the sentiment. For the first time in a long time though, I don't need it validated. Fear teaches you a lot about yourself.

Again, I have that screaming feeling I always mention here... the one where I want to scream but no sound comes out?

I want to run but my feet are stuck deep in the sand.


~song~ The Verve - So Sister

:: Katy 11:52 p.m. [+] :: ::