:: Thursday, July 08, 2004 ::

Sometimes it's like I can feel every hand that's ever touched my skin all at once, but in that ghostly unsatisfying way, like I'm not feeling the touches but the lack of touch, and the lack is almost painful. But not so much painful as a lack of pain, or pleasure, or anything at all.

Some feelings probably aren't meant to be articulated, but if I didn't try I'd scream. Or not scream, but feel the scream, or lack thereof...

Ugh.

~song~ Me'shell Ndegeocello - Fool Of Me

:: Katy 10:51 p.m. [+] :: ::